Friday, April 30, 2010
Hello People, It had been years since I update my blog. I know haha. Well many things happened and of course I'm not going to go into details and way far back to update about everything. I'll just update the recent stuffs I guess (:
Well many things had happened. I am now in Ngee Ann Poly and got into the course, Electronic and Computer Engineering. Well it was kinda my second last choice but still since I'm got into it. I'm gonna do well in it. At first I was still complaining but after thinking, I realise that I have not even tried it, I might never know if I'm up for it.
I attended many camps and it was really fun. I got to know many people and they are nice people. There were even a few HOP night. It was really crazy and fun. Dancing and having fun despite being very tired because I was sick. Glow Party was one of the fun thing. I must say that the Deejay was awesome. I just kept myself high all the way (:
Anyway back to school days, it was kinda hard to adapt. Funny thing is, on the first day of school, I was suppose to wake up at 6am. But I actually woke up at 5am even though I slept late. I guess I was really excited for school. But the first day was really boring. Lesson started right on the first day and I was totally stunned. Well that's poly life for you.
The first few day was just plain boring. I tried making friend with others but somehow I forgotten how to make new friends. I wasn't that open anymore. I was kinda depressed then. I was walking around alone. I only met Alvin before and after school. Oh and lunch as well. I felt like a loner. Had to walk around alot cause the classes changes from block to block.
The good thing is when I saw people from the camp, they actually smiled at me and it made me happy. Well slowly I kept trying to reach out to others. Week 2 came and I guess I did it. I was more closer to my friends. I finally became who I really am, being open and having fun. The lessons can be boring sometimes. But still I tried to pay attention.
I know it's not gonna be easy as time is short already. Common test and Exam can just come in a blink of an eye. So I'm gonna try my best (: As for CCA I signed up for Tennis. But I don't know if I wanted to continue or not. Again at there I was a loner. Well I guess I'll think about it again soon. Well I guess it's enough of about school life.
Let's move on to personal stuffs. Nowadays, which many of you wonld not have notice defnitely, I've been feeling really stressed up. One problem would be school. But I've been rather more stress up on another things. Well it's really crazy somehow. First it's about my brother. Nowadays my brother just can't bond with my parents.
It's all because of just 1 thing. My parent just kept attacking my brother in everyway in terms of money, car and whatsoever issues. On the other hand, my parent would keep telling me stuffs about my brother and all I could do it smile. As some of you would know, I can feel people heart very easily. It really hurts when I see my brother face.
I can feel his pain and sadness. many things happened to him as well, it was really crazy. I wanted to help him. Yet my father is really stubborn. Even if I had talked to my mother and made her treat my brother better, my dad would once again make my mum turn against my brother again. I really don't know what to do. It's tearing me apart.
Well still I'm thinking of how to solve this problem. Next is my father. Well even though I could be angry with him sometimes but he is still my father. Now he don't work anymore, not because he don't want to but because if he continued working, he might end up in a wheelchair one day.
Next without him working, finance is a problem. Although I believe they have some savings but I doubt it'll last. Now I'm lost. My brother is the only one working now and he just started his work. His pay is not high as well. Lastly he can't save as crazily as my father. I know I need to work as well. I need to support myself so my parent can use their saving to survive.
But now school days is already tiring enough for me. Also it's not easy finding job which can follow my schedule and have a reasonable pay. My father kept pestering me to work somemore. It can sometimes make me really fustrated. I wanne just tell him I know I need to work but I've got all these problems weighting on me!
But of course I can't, all I'll do is I'll just walk away from him. Next about smoking. I'm gonna quit smoking when this week ends. I had to and I need to. My instinct just told me to do it before it's too late and something might happen if I actually stop smoking. I don't know, it's all instinct.
Life is really crazy for me now. Now my bank does not have much money as well. I don't know how I'll survive. But I hope I'll pull through. Many of these problem I had already anticipated it, but I never knew it would happen so fast. If only I had Made some precautions beforehand. Oh well, no use looking backwards, I've got to work towards the future.
Let's hope everything is gonna be fine. I've had more problems in my head but I can't reveal and I'm lazy to. So that's all I'm gonna say. Good luck to me. Well I know no one is gonna read my blog anyway haha. bye to myself and my blog. See you again...
Signed,
ks ):
Well many things had happened. I am now in Ngee Ann Poly and got into the course, Electronic and Computer Engineering. Well it was kinda my second last choice but still since I'm got into it. I'm gonna do well in it. At first I was still complaining but after thinking, I realise that I have not even tried it, I might never know if I'm up for it.
I attended many camps and it was really fun. I got to know many people and they are nice people. There were even a few HOP night. It was really crazy and fun. Dancing and having fun despite being very tired because I was sick. Glow Party was one of the fun thing. I must say that the Deejay was awesome. I just kept myself high all the way (:
Anyway back to school days, it was kinda hard to adapt. Funny thing is, on the first day of school, I was suppose to wake up at 6am. But I actually woke up at 5am even though I slept late. I guess I was really excited for school. But the first day was really boring. Lesson started right on the first day and I was totally stunned. Well that's poly life for you.
The first few day was just plain boring. I tried making friend with others but somehow I forgotten how to make new friends. I wasn't that open anymore. I was kinda depressed then. I was walking around alone. I only met Alvin before and after school. Oh and lunch as well. I felt like a loner. Had to walk around alot cause the classes changes from block to block.
The good thing is when I saw people from the camp, they actually smiled at me and it made me happy. Well slowly I kept trying to reach out to others. Week 2 came and I guess I did it. I was more closer to my friends. I finally became who I really am, being open and having fun. The lessons can be boring sometimes. But still I tried to pay attention.
I know it's not gonna be easy as time is short already. Common test and Exam can just come in a blink of an eye. So I'm gonna try my best (: As for CCA I signed up for Tennis. But I don't know if I wanted to continue or not. Again at there I was a loner. Well I guess I'll think about it again soon. Well I guess it's enough of about school life.
Let's move on to personal stuffs. Nowadays, which many of you wonld not have notice defnitely, I've been feeling really stressed up. One problem would be school. But I've been rather more stress up on another things. Well it's really crazy somehow. First it's about my brother. Nowadays my brother just can't bond with my parents.
It's all because of just 1 thing. My parent just kept attacking my brother in everyway in terms of money, car and whatsoever issues. On the other hand, my parent would keep telling me stuffs about my brother and all I could do it smile. As some of you would know, I can feel people heart very easily. It really hurts when I see my brother face.
I can feel his pain and sadness. many things happened to him as well, it was really crazy. I wanted to help him. Yet my father is really stubborn. Even if I had talked to my mother and made her treat my brother better, my dad would once again make my mum turn against my brother again. I really don't know what to do. It's tearing me apart.
Well still I'm thinking of how to solve this problem. Next is my father. Well even though I could be angry with him sometimes but he is still my father. Now he don't work anymore, not because he don't want to but because if he continued working, he might end up in a wheelchair one day.
Next without him working, finance is a problem. Although I believe they have some savings but I doubt it'll last. Now I'm lost. My brother is the only one working now and he just started his work. His pay is not high as well. Lastly he can't save as crazily as my father. I know I need to work as well. I need to support myself so my parent can use their saving to survive.
But now school days is already tiring enough for me. Also it's not easy finding job which can follow my schedule and have a reasonable pay. My father kept pestering me to work somemore. It can sometimes make me really fustrated. I wanne just tell him I know I need to work but I've got all these problems weighting on me!
But of course I can't, all I'll do is I'll just walk away from him. Next about smoking. I'm gonna quit smoking when this week ends. I had to and I need to. My instinct just told me to do it before it's too late and something might happen if I actually stop smoking. I don't know, it's all instinct.
Life is really crazy for me now. Now my bank does not have much money as well. I don't know how I'll survive. But I hope I'll pull through. Many of these problem I had already anticipated it, but I never knew it would happen so fast. If only I had Made some precautions beforehand. Oh well, no use looking backwards, I've got to work towards the future.
Let's hope everything is gonna be fine. I've had more problems in my head but I can't reveal and I'm lazy to. So that's all I'm gonna say. Good luck to me. Well I know no one is gonna read my blog anyway haha. bye to myself and my blog. See you again...
Signed,
ks ):
10:40 PM
kiss the rain
posted by SpiritKiller @ 10:40 PM
Name: Ong Khai seng
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